Raven Whitefeather Tue Jul 12, 2011 2:32 am
Ok Rae, all you have to do is go up to her and say 'I'm sorry for all the things I did,' that's it. No crying, no ranting, and absolutly NO going on a tangent! Just tell her how you feel and leave.
Although she had promised herself all those things, in sight of Kishna, Raven, for a lack of a better word, choked on what she had came there to do. "I-I, um," was all she was able to mutter before her mind went blank on why she was there in the first place. Her eyes left Kishna's eyes and quickly fell to her desk, then to the desk's leg, all while she muttered, "Um, I..."
Come on, Raven Michelle, you can do it, just tell her that you're sorry! If you can apologize to that Flame Lady, you can apologize to your Coven Head! she encouraged herself. Raven just couldn't get out what she had came there to do, and that made her nervous. She gave out a slight cough before she started to bite her lower lip. She shook her head in an attempt to shake out her nervousness. With a deep breath, Raven looked up at her once again and spoke up, this time, more confidently, "Ma'am, I came here to tell you somthin'...I-" Raven froze again, Come on, it's just two words, you can do it! 'else, you're gonna regreat it. "Ma'am, I'm- I'm" she managed to say before her eyes fell to the floor in front of her.
Then, Raven started to panic, she's about to leave for certain death, come out and say it. She ain't a mind reader; if you don't say it, she'll never know how you really feel. Tears started to fill her eyes as her panic state started to take over her. Her heartbeat started to pace out of control, and she started to have sporadic breathing. "I'm- I want to tell you that I'm- I'm," she said, her voice trembling as she tried to say what she truely wanted to tell her.
That was all she could take. Raven trembled at all of the possibilities that could fall upon Kishna, and that was enough to have her tears fall. "I'm sorry, I really am! I never meant anythin I said or did," Raven sobbed out.
Of course, she didn't stop there, "I'm sorry that I smarted off in the Atrium. I'm sorry that I ignored you in the garden. I'm sorry that I'm always runnin' late for class and end up losin' a lot of coven points. I'm sorry that I avoided you. I'm sorry that I'd misjudged you." the list went on and on. In between each confession, Raven would sob harder and harder. It didn't really matter, though, after her confession about misjudging Kishna, she was sobbing so hard and her accent was so thick that you couldn't understand her.
Everything that Raven had promised herself that she wouldn't do, she did, and that made her cry even harder. She tried to stop, but she couldn't. She kept wipeing the tears away, but it didn't seem to work.Get a hold of yourself, Raven, how can anyone understand you if you're blubberin like that? But that just made her feel worse.